Delusional Reality
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Date:2008-01-03 17:49
Subject:OMG
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I think I may have found happiness.

But I didn't say that. No one heard me. I don't want to jinx it.


~bounces off into the sunset~

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Date:2007-07-14 01:29
Subject:Scary
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It's always really scary to think that you might love someone. Especially when you know they couldn't care less about you.

Scarier still to think about the fact that you may never find anyone honest and trustworthy enough to spend your life with. And if you do, that they won't want you.

Why do humans have to need people?

Why do I?

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Date:2007-06-17 21:16
Subject::(
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So basically, my heart belongs to a boy who pays no attention to me.
Not even to have sex. Which makes me feel that much more undesirable.
No, I don't want him to use me for sex. But at least if he did I'd feel like he had SOME interest in me.

Instead, I sit around all day with him avoiding me the best he can, crying.
Wondering what I did to piss him off, or push him away.
Then getting angry. What the fuck is his problem!?

None of it matters.

When it rains, it pours.
My plans for the night just went crashing through the floor.

I just want to crawl into a corner and die.

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Date:2007-06-12 18:11
Subject:My First InsaneJournal Post
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Hi!!!

I am totally psyched to be a part of this new journalage. I will do my best to spread the word of this fine establishment.

...As well as beheading those who do not heed the call.

Squeaky, Insanity, I am your henchman.

USE ME!

-Maygin

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